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No Way Back by Andrew Gross (William Morrow, April 2013)

This latest from sometimes James Patterson co-author puts two disparate women on a collision course after each has been in the wrong place at the wrong time; when their paths collide, they form an unusual alliance as they each try to reclaim and rebuild their lives which are now seemingly manipulated by others.  Suburban wife Wendy is an ex-cop who is in Manhattan to attend to self-publishing conference; when a friend stands her up at the bar, Wendy does what, until that very moment, is the unthinkable, accompanies a man she just met back to his room.  Coming to her senses before things get too much out of hand, Wendy is in the bathroom putting herself back together for her trip home when someone walks into the room and shoots the man she was with.  Wendy’s cop instincts kick in and she shoots and kills the assassin only to learn he was with Homeland Security.  Not sure what she has stumbled on, Wendy flees to her home, bringing more trouble with her.  Now her husband is dead and she’s on the lam, looking for some one to believe and help her.  Lauritzia, the nanny of an attorney’s two children finds herself at the scene of a bombing that she realizes has connections to her family in Mexico. Wendy and Lauritzia join forces trying to learn who is behind these deadly acts and who is at the root of these murders.  The only clue they have are the words uttered before the first execution “This is for Gillian.”  Fast paced with twists and turns you will never see coming No Way Back will take your breath away and doesn’t let you catch it until the last page.

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The Burning Air by Erin Kelly (Pamela Dorman Books, February 2013)

The MacBrides have gathered in their English countryside retreat, a converted barn, for the first time since matriarch, Lydia’s death.  Rowan was the headmaster at the prestigious school, allowing his three children to attend tuition free, Lydia a magistrate, the family seemingly leading a charmed life, but there is a stranger who has always been in their midst, convinced that the family is responsible for a life wasted, and more sinisterly, holds Lydia responsible for a death.  Plotting and planning for many years, the time has come for vengeance to be wrought on the unsuspecting family.  Told effectively through flashbacks, the identity of the stranger is slowly revealed, the plot slowly unfolds as the suspense builds until the final scene that not only threatens the bonds of a family, but the life of the family’s youngest member, baby Edie.  Fast paced with a brooding atmosphere, The Burning Air is a chilling story of festering vengeance and the kind of hatred that ruins lives. 

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Crime of Privilege by Walter Walker (Ballantine, May 2013)

A young woman is raped in Palm Beach after an evening of college students drinking and partying.  A young woman is killed on a golf course in Cape Cod and no one is asking too many questions.  Except George Beckett, a young attorney working for the Cape Code district attorney’s office.  Beckett feels his life since he graduated college is more than one of patronage, he often feels he is a puppet, his movements and decisions controlled by someone else.  From a modest family, George became entangled with the rich and privileged in college, not realizing that with the good life, comes consequences, but he is quickly learning he does not like to be beholden or controlled by anyone and starts searching for answers, traveling from the Cape to Idaho to Hawaii to Costa Rica to France and back to New York, tracking down people who should have answers but are now living with the consequences of their silence.  With little concern for his safety, reputation or future, George knows the only way he can live with himself is to find and reveal the truths that have escaped him, yet haunted him for most of his adult life. 

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Indiscretion by Charles Dubow (Harper, February 2013)

“Every story has a narrator.  Someone who writes it down after it’s all over.  Why am I the narrator of this story? I am because it is the story of my life---and of the people I love most….” So begins the story of Harry and Madeleine Winslow, talented, charismatic couple, he a National Book Award winner, she a gracious, beautiful woman of exceptional breeding.  Whether they are hosting a formal dinner in their Manhattan brownstone or a weekend at their East Hampton cottage, the pair makes their guests feel comfortable and like part of the family.  In their early forties, Harry and Maddy are still admired by their peers but both find themselves attractive to ingénue Claire who easily fits into their lives and becomes a part of their circle.  Claire is delighted to be welcomed so warmly by such charming, real people, but soon their friendship isn’t enough and an odyssey begins that will take the trio in various configurations overseas to Rome, to France  and back to New York where they all learn the consequences of overreaching and wanting more than is yours to have.  Walter, a lifelong friend of Maddy narrates the action, proving to be an unreliable narrator when readers realize he too is in love with Maddy but is too reserved to have ever told her, much as Fitzgerald’s Nick Carraway.  Debut novelist Dubow writes with the surety and sensuality of a veteran novelist spinning a story that will keep pages turning, exploring relationships, marriages, friends and lovers and all the variants.  Subtle in places, overt in others, this is a novel with writing to be savored even as the plot has you racing to an inevitable ending you hope never to reach. 

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Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight (Harper, April 2013)

Single mother and junior partner in a high-powered Manhattan law firm Kate knows she doesn’t spend as much time with her teenage daughter Amelia each day as she would like to.  She and Amelia have carved out time each week to spend time together and both seem satisfied with their relationship and smart, bookish Amelia has never given Kate a moment’s trouble.  When Kate is called to Amelia’s prestigious Brooklyn school to take Amelia, who has just been suspended for cheating, home, Kate is in shock.  She cannot imagine why Amelia would feel the need to cheat and is shocked and devastated when she arrives at the school to learn that Amelia has jumped from the school roof and is dead.  The police quickly rule Amelia’s death a suicide, something Kate finds hard to believe but cannot argue with until she receives an anonymous text message that reads “She didn’t jump”.  Kate immediately throws herself into learning everything she can about what Amelia did in the last weeks of her life using blogs, Facebook, Twitter and Amelia’s texts and e-mails and realizes she didn’t know her daughter as well as she thought she did.  With the help of a sympathetic cop who lets Kate assist in the investigation, a little more than is believable, Kate unravels the last weeks of Amelia’s life and learns that her daughter was not as adjusted as she believed and may have been the victim of bullying.  Kate also learns how easy it is to manipulate people using cyberspace and becomes disillusioned as she realizes how little attention she was paying and wonders if this tragedy could have been avoided.  A gripping novel, there are certain parts of this novel, which is very busy at times, that are a little unbelievable, but the pace keeps the plot moving and allowing for these uneven parts to be overlooked.  As Kate reaches the end of her search, there are many more things at play than she expected, and perhaps are necessary, but Kate and Amelia are such real, characters, Amelia very likable, that hearts will break for their loss and for what could have been.

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Paging the Dead by Brynn Bonner (Gallery, March 2013)

Sophreena McClure is a professional genealogist who not only puts together family trees for her clients, but helps find family secrets, piecing together people’s pasts and then scrapbooking the history as a memento and record; all of this is done with a little help from her business partner Esme whose special gift, receiving messages from long dead relatives and often is able to help Sophreena fill in the gaps.  Currently, the pair is tracing the family history for Dorothy Pritchett Porter, one of the descendants of the founding fathers of Morningside.  Dorothy plans to display the completed scrapbooks at the upcoming Founders’ Day celebrations, but is found strangled before the memory books can be completed.  Now Sophreena and Esme have to turn their investigating skills to a family tree that has roots so deep and tangled that the history of a town may be turned on its ear and someone may be willing to kill in order to keep these secrets hidden.  A good blend of genealogy, scrapbooking and local history, Paging the Dead introduces a pair of amateur detectives with a sense of history and curiosity and a lot of heart and compassion for their clients. 

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Farewell, Dorothy Parker by Ellen Meister (Putnam, February 2013)

Violet Epps holds nothing back when it comes to her movie reviews, but in her personal life she tends to be a, well, shrinking Violet.  Violet, after a traumatic incident as a child with her now deceased older sister Ivy has a had a social anxiety and is afraid to speak up in her personal and professional life.  Writing allows Violet to channel her hero, early twentieth century wit, Dorothy Parker, but she is unable to capture the woman’s sharp tongue without pen and paper (or computer monitor and keyboard) in hand.  Needing a little extra courage when it comes time to dump her clingy boyfriend Carl, Violet plans to do it in the dining room of Parker’s hallowed Algonquin Hotel.  Something strange happens in the dining room and violet is certain Mrs. Parker’s spirit has appeared to give her an added push, but when the cantankerous, no-nonsense spirit follows Violet home and pushes Violet to face her fears and foes, Violet finds her life turned upside down, but ultimately finds a way to let her inner voice shine and thinks that Mrs. Parker’s spirit may just need Violet as much as Violet needs her.

Ellen Meister has captured both Dorothy’s Parker spirit and voice, brining the legend to life, in a manner of speaking, and has reimagined her wonderfully, acerbic, charming and oddly human all at once.  It is a treat to witness Violet’s metamorphosis, cheering her on when she makes progress and being frustrated, angry and sad for her when she holds back, possibly missing the chance at something wonderful.  Though parts of the plot are predictable, this book is full of warmth and wit.  Dorothy Parker’s resurrection is done with authenticity and feeling making this book hard to put down.

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The Lady and Her Monsters: A Tale of Dissections, Real-Life Dr. Frankensteins, and the Creation of Mary Shelley’s Masterpiece by Roseanne Montillo (William Morrow, February 2013)

The name Frankenstein conjures up, for most people, a huge green monster with bolts coming out of his neck when, in reality, Frankenstein was the name of the doctor who created the monster in Mary Shelley’s gothic horror novel.  During the nineteenth century, not only were scientists and doctors fascinated by the human body, its life and death, and the possibility of life after death, not in the spiritual sense, but reviving the body using artificial, electrical means.  Many philosophers, artists, writers and everyday people could not look away as they became intrigued by the possibilities, elevating grave robbing and experimenting on the newly dead to almost a cottage industry.  Rosanne Montillo recreates this world in which Shelley was living, introduces the characters in her life and puts into context the scientific curiosities of the time that contributed to her writing Frankenstein.  Mary’s personal and familial lives are also woven into the narrative, giving a portrait of not only the times, but of the woman who created the masterpiece we know today.

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The House Girl by Tara Conklin (William Morrow, February 2013)

The assignment given to a first-year associate at a high-powered Manhattan law firm leads a young woman into a labyrinth of art, history and humanity, in the search for a woman whose fate has wide-reaching effects and makes Lina Sparrow question her own life and the true meaning of justice.  When Lina Sparrow is tasked with finding a plaintiff for a class-action lawsuit worth an astronomical amount in reparations for the families of American slaves, her father, artist Oscar Sparrow points her in the direction of Lu Anne Bell, a pre-Civil war artist known for her portrayals of plantation slaves.  The current thinking is that Lu Anne was not the artist of this collection of portraits, but her house slave Josephine.  Lina decides to research Josephine, as one of her defendants would be the perfect public face for her firm’s suit.  As Lina tries to trace Josephine’s family, she loses the trail shortly after Lu Anne’s death in 1852; Lina searches through papers, letters and records hoping to find something, but surprised to find things that bring to the surface Lina’s own mother’s death twenty years before.  The story alternates between Josephine’s story in antebellum Virginia, and Lina’s search for answers, not only for her job but herself.  Told with brutal honesty and without apology, The House Girl reminds readers that there are some secrets that are better off not kept.  The stories of two women, living over a century apart parallel each other in ways that no one could guess.  Art and history collide, making each of us examine the truths we tell each other and ourselves. 

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Kind of Kin by Rilla Askew (Ecco, January 2013)

A law has just been passed in Oklahoma making harboring an undocumented illegal immigrant a felony.  The small town of Cedar is shocked when Robert John Brown, a life-long community member and churchgoer, is arrested for hiding a barn full of immigrants.  The events that follows shakes the town, the state and rocks Brown’s family to their very core.  Brown has been raising his ten-year old grandson Dustin since Dustin’s mother died and Dustin must now go and live with his aunt Sweet and her son Carl Albert.  Sweet finds herself coming apart as she worries about her father in jail, her son who is fighting with, and injuring, Dustin any chance he gets, and the usual worries about money and her husband Terry who works long hours for a utility company.  She is almost at her wits end when her niece, Dustin’s sister, Misty Dawn shows up on her doorstep with her three-year-old daughter and the husband who had recently been deported seeking refuge and Dustin goes missing, trying to help the one immigrant who wasn't caught in the raid on his grandfather’s barn be reunited with his sons.  Sweet’s story is punctuated by the story of an ambitious legislator, Monica Moorehouse, the author of the bill that set these events in motion.  Rilla Askew’s novel reminds us that while we are not all kin, we are all akin and all must live in this world together.  She faces several difficult and emotional issues, gives her characters choices that people do not have to make every day and never once passes judgment on their decisions, but holds nothing back in revealing what these decisions have wrought.  A community comes together as a family comes apart and the question “for whose good is this being done” is asked time and time again.  A wonderfully nuanced story with characters that won’t soon be forgotten. 

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The One I Left Behind by Jennifer McMahon (William Morrow, January 2013)

In 1985, the residents of Brighton Falls, Connecticut were living in fear of Neptune, a serial killer who delivered the hands of his most recent kidnapped victim to the police station only to pose the dead woman’s body in a public place a few days later.  Thirteen-year-old Reggie is having a hard enough time between being the child of a single mother who has more interest in drinking and men than her daughter, dealing with being an outcast in school and navigating her friendship with Charlie, a detective’s son and Tara, a goth who never really lets Reggie in.  Now her mother Vera has been kidnapped and her hand has turned up at the police station, but her body is never found and Neptune stops kidnapping women.  As soon as she was able, Reggie left her home town and is now living in Vermont, a successful architect who specializes in sustainable structures.  She has lost touch almost completely with anyone from her home town, including her aunt, and has a hard time forming close relationships.  She couldn't be more surprised when she gets a call from her aunt that Vera has been found in a homeless shelter and is in a hospital in Connecticut.  Knowing it’s the right thing to do, even though she does not want to revisit her past, Reggie travels to Connecticut where she takes her mother out of the hospital and back to the house where Vera and her sister grew up.  Before she is able to sort things through, Reggie is confronted with her past head on the many ghosts and secrets she kept hidden for so long.  She knows that Neptune is still alive and watching everything and knows that she must put aside her fears to uncover his secrets before he kills again.  Jennifer McMahon deftly weaves a story that flashes back to 1985 with Reggie and Vera’s reunion and recovery.  She slowly reveals things, allowing glimpses of the truth, keeping readers off balance until the very end.  This novel easily combines a suspenseful story line with characters that readers will come to sympathize and empathize with as they face past and present demons.

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Truth in Advertising by John Kenney (Touchstone, January 2013)

Finbar Dolan looks to have it all: he has left his blue-collared life in Boston behind, landed a job with a Madison Avenue ad agency and has a big account with a diaper company. As he approaches 40, he realizes his life is a mess: he is all but estranged from his large Irish family, he recently called off his wedding, he really doesn’t love his job and can’t get himself to take a vacation, and he doesn't want the stress over Christmas of creating, producing and editing a multi-million dollar Super Bowl commercial.  A call from his older brother Ed telling Fin their father, an abusive man who left their family when Fin was a young teenager, is dying and neither Ed, nor Fin’s sister or other brother, plan on visiting him.  Not sure why, Fin finds himself heading to New England to see his father one last time, and in doing so, finds the time and peace of mind to reevaluate where his life is, where he has been and where it is going and where he would want it to be going (with co-worker Phoebe if he’s honest with himself).  Fin is a character to empathize with, at times be angry at, but cheer for the entire way.  Told with a certain amount of self-deprecating humor and honesty, Truth in Advertising introduces a new, welcomed voice in fiction.

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There Was an Old Woman by Hallie Ephron (William Morrow, April 2013)

Evie Ferrante is working on an exhibit for the Five- Boroughs Historical Society, Seared in Memory, which will include the engine of the plane that crashed into the Empire State Building on a Saturday in 1945, when she receives a message from her sister Ginger about their mother.  Evie and Ginger’s mother, a heavy drinker for most of their lives, lives in a small community in the Bronx, Higgs Point, and, they are not surprised to learn, has been living in squalor.  Ginger flatly refuses to deal with their mother and demands Evie take her turn.  Evie reluctantly turns the finishing up of her exhibit to her assistant and travels to the Bronx where she finds her mother’s home in deplorable condition.  The neighborhood has not change a lot from when Evie grew up there, and she runs into Finn Ryan, running his father’s neighborhood store, who is now working with a group to preserve the Soundview Watershed.  As Evie begins to clean her mother’s home, she learns that there have been some disturbing events in the neighborhood recently, and that her mother’s last words to her neighbor before the EMTs took her away were “Don’t let him in until I’m gone.” something that makes any sense to neither woman.  The more time Evie spends in Higgs Point, the more she realizes there is something sinister occurring, something that brings back memories from her childhood that she has pushed deep down and something from which she is afraid she will not be able to escape.  There Was an Old Woman draws readers into Evie’s story little by little until they are caught up in the suspense and deception found in quiet Higgs Point.

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Always Watching by Chevy Stevens (St. Martin’s Press, June 2013)

Dr. Nadine Lavoie helped Annie O’Sullivan after she was kidnapped, raped and tortured (in Still Missing); she guided Sara Gallagher as she came to terms with the fact that her biological father was a serial killer who had hunted women for more than thirty years and might be coming after Sara (in Never Knowing).  Now, Nadine has to face the demons of not only her past, but her present, as she attends to Heather, a young woman who has attempted suicide several times, and has found herself in the Vancouver hospital where Nadine now practices.  Heather and her husband Daniel mention that once they left the commune they were living in after Heather miscarried, Heather started on a downward slide.  Nadine realizes that the community in which Daniel and Heather were living had its roots in a commune Nadine lived in as a pre-teenager with her mother and older brother, one of which Nadine has few memories, but suspects may have contributed to her claustrophobia and feelings of terror each time she hears the name Aaron Quinn.  Nadine begins searching not only for answers for Heather, but for herself, hoping to finally heal her demons.  At the same time, Nadine, a recent widow, is searching the streets of Vancouver for her daughter Lisa who is fighting demons of her own, including a drug problem, some of which Nadine is not even aware of.  Coming to terms with your past is hard enough, but when Nadine realizes the mistakes she made that are costing her present with Lisa, she becomes even more determined to learn what happened at the camp and stop the members from ever doing these things again.  A tightly written novel, Chevy Stevens explores the story behind Dr. Nadine Lavoie and shifts it to the fore front bringing to it the same suspense she captured telling the stories of Nadine’s patients.

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All You Could Ask For by Mike Greenberg (William Morrow, April 2013)

Mike Greenberg, the ESPN King of Guy Talk and host of Mike and Mike, has written his first novel from the point of view of not one woman, but three, and has done remarkably well capturing the sensibilities of a woman.  Samantha tends towards being an extreme athlete and is a very independent woman until she falls in love and has a whirlwind courtship with the man Daddy tells her is the wrong guy.  Guess what?  Daddy is always right.  Brooke is the happily married mother of twins, is wildly in love with her husband and has plans to rock his world with the gift she has chosen for his fortieth birthday; instead, he turns the tables on her making a request that rocks her world in a much different way.  Katherine appears to have everything: a corner office, Upper East Side apartment, South Hampton home, an assistant, a driver, but there is one thing always out of her reach: the companionship and friendship of another human.  These seemingly disparate women share two things in common: Greenwich, Connecticut and something that proves to be life altering for all of them and brings them together to form uncommon bonds.  A very well written first novel with three characters to care about and root for, to laugh with and to cry with.  

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Saturday Night Widows by Becky Aikman (Crown, January 2013)

New York Newsday writer Becky Aikman found herself widowed at the age of forty-four when her husband died after a four-year battle with cancer.  Bernie was also a writer, someone with whom Becky shared not only her personal life, but her professional life, and is now not sure how to live her life and deal with her sadness and grief.  Traditional support groups do not work for Becky as many of the women are older and demonstrate a lot of anger toward Becky who is looking how to move on, not forgetting her husband, but living the rest of her life.  Becky assembles a group of women between the ages of forty and fifty-seven who have all recently lost their husbands: some to illness, one to suicide, one from the effects of alcoholism, but all unexpectedly; some of them have young children, some older children, some none, but all are interested in grieving their losses and living their lives as strong, independent women, and possibly finding a new person with whom to share the next part of their life, now, navigating the minefields that come with an older relationship, children, jobs and lives in other areas.  Through dinners together, a spa weekend, a lingerie shopping spree and finally a trip to Morocco, these strangers form a unique bond, laugh, cry and heal.  Becky Aikman tells her story, and those of her newly found friends, with humor and frankness as she navigates grief, which she learns does not necessarily come in nice neat stages, and offers support and hope for anyone dealing with life altering changes.

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The Truth About Love and Lightning by Susan McBride (William Morrow, February 2013)

Gretchen Brink’s mother was honest to a fault when Gretchen was growing up.  Gretchen, who saw the results of such honesty first hand has told a few lies in her life to save the feelings of others, but there was one lie in particular that she has kept telling for almost forty years that is about to come back and make her confront it head on.  Gretchen, who was a single mother, is living in the house that belonged to the family of her daughter Abby’s father, Sam, with her twin sisters who are blind.  Sam never met Abby, going on a missionary trip to Africa just after Gretchen learned she was pregnant and never returning.  Now, after a devastating tornado, a man with amnesia falls back into Gretchen’s life, a man she is sure is her long-lost Sam.  At the same time, Abby shows up on Gretchen’s doorstep, running away from her boyfriend Nate in Chicago, announcing that she is pregnant.  As Gretchen and Abby get to know each other again, and as Gretchen tries to help the strange man discover who he is, without projecting too much Sam on to him just in case, secrets from the past begin to emerge, secrets that have roots before Gretchen and Sam, secrets that will either bind the three together or tear them apart forever.  With an eye toward detail, Susan McBride writes a story that you won’t want to end with characters you won’t want to leave.  It is a story about family, loving them and forgiving them, and ourselves, loving ourselves and forgiving ourselves, how we live with the truth and how we live with the lies we tell, and where reality is found between the two.  

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Love Saves the Day by Gwen Cooper (Bantam, January 2013)

Let me admit outright, I am not a fan of books narrated by animals, no matter how cute they animal is.  Gwen Cooper the author of the bestselling memoir Homer’s Odyssey, turns her hand to fiction, with Prudence, a Lower East Side narrates the story of how she and Sarah came to become family and what happens when she goes to live with Sarah’s daughter Laura and heals a lifetime of hurt.  It was the Lower East Side setting that peaked my interest with details of the once un-gentrified section of the city.  Cooper has done a great deal of research to get everyday life in the seventies and eighties right; she also extends the setting to the emergence of alternative and punk rock in the nineteen sixties and those who lived through it.  Her characters are pleasantly flawed and we don’t realize that there were deep seeded reasons for Laura and Sarah’s estrangement and difficult relationship.  Loves Saves the Day shows the fierce side of love and the gentle side of love that slowly creeps up on a person and changes them right down to their very socks---or white feet if you’re a cat. 

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Cover of Snow by Jenny Milchman (Ballantine Books, January 2013)

In the remote Adirondack village of Wedeskyull, New York, Nora Hamilton wakes up one snowy morning to find her policeman husband hanging in their basement.  Brendan, by all appearances, was a solid husband, was looking to start a family with Nora and was a steady, stable policeman.  Nora finds it impossible to believe that Brendan committed suicide and begins to learn more about his life before her, uncovering a town full of secrets that date back to Brendan’s childhood.  Nora learns that Brendan was prescribed sleeping pills a week before his death, leading people to believe his death was premeditated.  A mother-in-law, who is distant at best toward Nora, though most often cold, hides secrets from decades ago; secrets that may help Nora discover what drove Brendan to kill himself.  The more Nora learns about her husband and life in Wedeskyull, with the help of a local newspaper reporter, the more she realizes she didn’t know Brendan as well as she thought.  As secrets are uncovered and revealed, life in an idyllic town begins to unravel and more people will be hurt before all the truths are exposed and Nora feels she is able to give rest to Brendan.  Well-drawn characters and a solid setting add to the intricate plot of this first novel by Morristown resident Milchman.

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Chanel Bonfire by Wendy Lawless (Gallery, January 2013)

In her memoir, actress Wendy Lawless writes about growing up in the seventies and eighties with a Joan Crawford like mother.  Gerogann Rae was adopted into an abusive home in Kansas and her main goal became to escape her life; she married Jimmy Lawless, an actor, at a young age and gave birth to her daughters, Wendy and Robin (Robbie) within two years of each other and followed her young husband to North Carolina and then to Michigan while he pursued his career.  Georgann quickly became bored with her lifestyle and married millionaire Oliver Rae who moved her and her daughters to the Dakota Hotel on the Upper West Side in Manhattan and provided a good life for the girls, including private school, but again, Georgann grew disinterested and filed for divorce, moving the girls across town, but not before she made her first of several suicide attempts.  The emotional and occasional physical, abuse continued as the girls grew into teenagers, living in London and Connecticut, and finally Boston.  Wendy, the older child, tried to protect Robbie whose clashes with Georgann were more often and more violent than Wendy’s.  As Wendy grew to realize that she was not responsible for her mother, and that her mother had lied to her many times over the years, she sought help and began to build a life for herself, though she would carry the scars of the damage her mother had inflicted for many years.

Told with brutal honesty, Wendy juxtaposes her abusive upbringing with a lifestyle that, by all appearances, was one of a privileged child and teenager.  She spares no details as she describes her fight to regain  some semblance of normalcy and to escape the cycle of abusive and self-hatred.